How do people not hate me?
Like seriously, I am a really terrible person. I’m annoying and clingy and talk too much and I try too hard and I just really… don’t understand how people don’t hate me. I really just can’t shake this feeling that I’m extremely self-centered and most people are only politely tolerating me, and I just don’t know how I am not flooded with anon hate every time I visit tumblr.
Like, even this comes across as disgustingly self-pitying. I fear it comes across as begging for validation, but I just… want to let people know that my anon is on and if and when I become too much to deal with, you can just let me know. I’ll stop. I promise!
I just… don’t know how I am not the most insufferable, annoying, disgusting, hated person around.