I had to call out from work because I couldn’t stop sobbing.
I hate this a lot, and this post was going to be about why I hate myself, but…
But I talked with my mom and she helped me call out and ran a bath for me and I used the lavender bath salts I bought ages ago.
And now I’m bath-blogging and just running the water over my legs and stuff.
And… I’m not going to hate myself for being unable to get up, or stop crying. Everyone else might, but… But I needed this.
I am severely depressed and I have anxiety problems and these are real, physical issues and they do not exist just in my head, and whatever I need to do to calm myself down and continue living is okay and I am not bad for taking the time to deal with my issues.
I’m not going to let myself hate me for this.