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Yes family, if I stop lying down, I will no longer be exhausted.
Not like I’m only lying down because I’m too tired to stay upright.
Not like I was sitting up for most of the day until I helped carry that desk downstairs or something.
Not like I would sit up if I could because this is fucking humiliating and I hate myself for not being able to do anything, even the shit I want to do.
Yes, I will just stand right up and take a walk and that will make me feel full of energy and vim and most certainly end with me having my legs collapse under me.
Fuck. ;n;