[[MORE]]Sometimes I like to look at really cute lolita dresses and think about how much I want to wear one someday.
But then I remember my favorite white sundress
which broke
when I tried to zip it up
because of my chest
and then I remember all the really cute dresses that I’ve loved
but when I try them on
I feel the fabric straining and I know, NOPE
all I want to do is wear nice dresses, but it’s pretty much impossible.
Fuck, I hate my body. Just… fuck.